I have been trying to convince myself that every suffering will come to an end one day. I have been convincing myself that every wound will heal in time and every sadness that I feel right now will just disappear and be replaced by happiness. But it’s been so long since I’ve been enduring my pain. It’s been so long since I’ve been feeling so sad and devastated. I am a strong person, but sometimes I just feel like giving up too. I’m still holding to that little hope in my heart, but there are just really some times where I ask myself if I will ever be okay again.

I am still fighting my silent battles bravely, but I desperately wish that it will end soon. I’m hoping for the better days to come and I just really want to live with peace and happiness in my heart. But right now, I will admit that I am getting tired of this life. I am sick of waiting for my suffering to end because I never know when will it happen. I wish I could still motivate and comfort myself right now, but I honestly don’t want to lie that days will get better. So instead of telling myself to cheer up because everything will be alright soon, I will choose to tell myself to be strong because life will always be tough for some people out there.