~ by kaka Lucas, Tue, 17th May 2022,

One year ago, if you were to tell me it will happen the way it occurred last Sunday I would have hysterically laughed at you. If you were to tell me people would gather to celebrate with me, I probably would have considered you to be a liar. If you were to tell me that the fifth week of Easter there was to be angelic singing praises to God and singing the Caribbean litany of the Saints, I would have just walked pass you. If you have ever heard about the tunnel of life that has light at the end, I was in one that there seemed to have no end, and no light either. Others talk about seeing a big picture in a situation, I tried to clean my glasses lens because I didn’t see the picture. However, that didn’t mean the picture wasn’t there. It was, in a gold frame.
I was convinced that I was fatherless as the “man” told me and that my character was the worst in the world. I didn’t believe I was to be anything to anyone. I deserved to be watched like those in ‘maximum’ security. That I should always be on my knees because that would have been the only help for me to be better person according to ‘him’. But you know what …. my attitude is renewed now and I am better than even what I knew when I thought I was better.
It is the second day after the celebration. On Monday I slept almost the whole day. I felt free spirited. I could feel my heart pumping Dum! Dum! Dum! Just the right way. I was convinced I am alive and lived. Something was flowing chrrrr! …… I could tell that my blood was flowing in my veins like nice Jamaican rivers from Saint Thomas or Portland…. gently with nice county breeze…. you know how tings set yah soh.
Today, Tuesday I woke up to clean my room and open some of the gifts I got. Words cannot express how grateful I am. Each gift I opened were with preciousness and gratitude to God and the giver. I wished to hug them and tell them thank you. Some names I didn’t recognize but I said a prayer for them. Those that I knew I was left with a wow face. I am so thankful.
I am writing this blog not so much to tell you how grateful I am but how the God we worship works. I can tell you He is real, so real that I can feel Him, His presence is a fragrance I will want to smell forever. I can write a script, but I don’t think words can really tell much. An encounter like the one I had this Sunday left my heart bigger than it was. To reach this encounter wasn’t highway 2000 … it was worse than climbing blue mountain peak for those who have tried it. But now I am there, and I have another mountain to climb. I cannot stop reflecting on the words of Mr. Wilberforce Musyoka, reminding us of Gods time … he sang and said……
“In due time I will see the Lord, He will never lie. The blessing of God have an order, slowly they come and never do they add sorrow.
In trouble I call Him; He heard His son calling and responded. I better move slow and reach my destiny than moving hasty and later regret.
Whatever the devil gives may quickly come heavily they cost you and they do not last, they pass quickly like wind, but the blessings of the Lord may tarry a bit but when they come, they addeth no sorrow.
Growing up in my work in the Lord, I have known hasty is not the way of the Lord, better move slow and reach my destiny than moving hasty and later regret.
Mary and Martha called Him when Lazarus was sick, He even died before He responded to their call, He come later long but there were no regrets.
Jesus will answer ….. behold the Lord is doing great and mighty thing. My God you are Mighty, there is none like you. You are King of kings, there is none like you. You are worthy of praise and honor, there is none like you. Your name is Lord, none like you. Great is your work and there is none like you.”
His time is the best ……. Don’t be a reason why someone kneels down and cry to God. Some tears are dangerous. Don’t be one of those blocking Gods blessings to flow to others because He finds other ways to bless them, and you will definitely drown in shame. He is God of the impossible. Ask me the story, I will tell you what He has done in my life.